smilesofsoul

I am the harmony between yin and yang that is fluid yet solid. The result of never lying to my awareness is that I am understanding, confident, open, peaceful, optimistic, funny, adventurous, sincere. Patience and wanting both come to me naturally. I love surprising myself. Philosophizing and helping are integral to me. Along with sentimentality (which is fortunately rescued from becoming boring by my comic timing). A neutral deity graces my existence through my loved ones and my emotions in rain colours. I believe I have the strength, enthusiasm and wisdom to make this life a comedy, not a tragedy. I live to feel. Ecstasy: Joy my soul light, sorrow my heart cry, care my purpose. True loss is to exist unmoved. Unconvinced. I don't abide settling for less than the sun, the rain and all the seasons I want to breathe in. I don't incline toward mediocrity. I admit I'm not a rock or an island and it isn't necessarily stronger to be so... I am a freedom practicing functional existentialist. The only unforgivable sin is to purposely hurt. The earliest fault is to not want to learn and then later to presume. The superlative is to try. Belief is more laudable than disbelief as long as it isn't accompanied by the inability to think. The secret of my smile is that I need and I can give. Simultaneously. It is either the dream, or just reality. The former is worth all its ifs. The latter is merely what happens to everyone. and last but not least, I am not everyone.